September 2010
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I want to know how it feels.
Sometimes life just feels like a spin. I’m making decisions here and I don’t know why really. I’m sure it’s nothing abnormal but it just doesn’t feel right. I wish I didn’t have to make decisions to be honest. I just want things to fall into place sometimes, They had before, Almost.
If I’m honest to myself I hate London yet I’ve made a decision in...
August 2010
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Currently Reading..
I’ve just been reading a book by Kelly Cutrone called If you have to cry, go outside. I love Kelly Cutrone’s character and charisma. She’s a godsend to this time to empower young people amongst a sea of clowns and dimwits influencing the youth of today. I am speaking as a 19 year old here.
The entire book is full of positive and powerful anecdotes from a young woman’s...
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My weekend: Photoshop & Vodka
This weekend I did two things, The first I’m more proud of than the other. I learned how to apply textures to images on Photoshop! I’m not the best at Photoshop, But! I am getting better, I’m really self taught at it. That and photography itself. I love doing anything creative and so I was drawn into it. Photography isn’t my first love though and not my main focus either....
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Goodnight
I’m ridiculously sick yet I’m awake until 04.15am in the morning.
I did get a lot done though, lots of photos processed, writing my play and finding a web host for my friend and in between finding this!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lj3iNxZ8Dww
Enjoy!
Gavin
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“I love myself too much to feel hate”
– Gavin Keenan
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A day in bed
HELLO!
So today I’m spending the day in bed writing my play. It’s early stages of ideas but it’s coming along nicely. It’s my third day to be sick but I got to talk to my best friend today and it really lifted my spirit. It’s great to have friends who believe in each other and want the best for each other! It’s truly hard to find and I’m very...
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London, now and then..
Last week took me back to London. London is a city I’ve lived in I’ve loved and I have hated. My first impressions of London was, I loved it. I felt it was my city, the place to be and I felt enthralled, fired up and ready to live this life that I felt I always wanted.
However, when I eventually moved there I saw things a little differently to say the least. My impressions changed...
Trying...
I am really trying to write, but its a problem right now, mainly because I’m trying to write a play! I just got back from London with lots to write about from there, by the way I’m posting from my blackberry for the first time, its quite cool, give me time to get back into the lingo..
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“I don’t rate professionalism by years or experience, I rate it by spirit.”
– Gavin Keenan
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Crazyyy
The past two days have been crazy dramatic, but I’ve worked through it. Now I’m just ready to chill and write my play! When I get into work mode I am too focused, too particular and crazy, I haven’t even eaten in the past two days with the exception of a banana, chocolate and a mcdonald’s meal! Being a perfectionist isn’t always a good thing! The way things are going...
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lets be real..
I’ve been posting lots of self-help type things, Guess it’s just how I’m feeling right now. Just to let you know I’m not a self help guru, I’m just someone who is living life and I guess with that comes learning life’s lessons. I feel grateful for that and so I’m sharing it. I have come from nowhere really, learning things quickly I started my life really...
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Love yourself
So, I was always aware that you must love yourself before anyone else will and loving ourselves in order to succeed but I guess I never focused on it. Guess what! big mistake. It’s vital for us to start with ourselves and I’m talking inside. When you say work on yourself I guess a lot of people could misinterpret it as get your hair done, fixing your skin and all of the other extremes...
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Writing a play!
So I have started working on a new play, I am co-writing with my amazing friend Katie. We both love to write and we are actors ourselves too so it will be a great collaboration. I guess our aim is to write an amazing play and produce it some day in the near future. It’s something we have both attempted before separately and we realised through a skype chat that maybe it would work if we came...
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My London
I see moving back to London as a temporary thing. The city for me, is a cold one. If it’s loneliness your after, you’ll find it here. People walk in London in parallel lines unaware of the people around them. I guess running from one place to the next trying to make ends meet and when I say place it’s most likely their work or their bed. I’m speaking from my experience of...
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Searching
So next week I’m going back to London in search of a new apartment and new roommates. I really dislike house hunting and although only being 19, I’ve had enough experience to last me a lifetime. This will be the fifth time I will be looking for an apartment, or room to be exact. So the search is on, I guess the hardest part will be finding the right people who to live with. I really...
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Originality
You could do what everyone else is doing, easy. It seems thats what most people do and they do it happily.
I think life will always be like that, it’s a natural thing for us to be sheep, for us to be always following the pack, looking for a leader, looking for someone to guide us, but why?
You could take an example of God. Maybe, we don’t necessarily know who that isbut we have such...
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Let me go, Let me go
Some days lack thoughts, It has been one of those days.
I haven’t done a lot today but I did learn something. I was looking around on the internet and noticed how there is a large Irish community in Kilburn, London. There is even a film called County Kilburn. I think that’s quite funny. It’s strange how I’ve lived in London for 7 months and never knew that. As I’m...
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What are we so afraid of?
I feel happy to say, I am on my way to success. I am at the point of mending my past to shape my future. I think it’s quite important and I’m glad I can document it. It’s important to realise that each one of us are given a life and be so grateful that we have the choice to do whatever we wish to do with it. It’s a freedom that some people don’t appreciate because I...
“Mark my words, I will not lose.”
– Gavin Keenan
I can't see you from down there
There are two types of people. Those who choose to live and those who choose to watch others live, usually the people living take chances, risks and ultimately will make mistakes from time to time, but isn’t it worth making a mistake to learn something from it and taking you to a different part of your life and being that you would never have experienced before? As for the people who are not...
I admit, I'm scared
I grew up in a small town in Ireland and when I was 17 I moved to my nearest city, Dublin. Being of that age I saw everything as big, new, exciting and amazing but for me feelings like that about one particular thing have an expiration, and so it did, I moved on quickly and found myself living in London and guess what I got over that as well. It’s funny to think a boy from a small town in...
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Good things
I have dedicated time out of every day to be good to myself, I went to the gym today and yesterday, I have been learning monologues the past few days and filling my head with positive thoughts in every minute I can! I’ve been eating well and as a reward to myself I ordered a new blackberry! Every now and then you have to be good to yourself!
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Cry
Music can bring back feelings, memories that otherwise you probably could never think of. It can make you cry and sometimes that’s one of the best feelings. I cried a lot this weekend, I’m glad. Ive been a stone over the past year working as machine in a number of jobs for minimum wage neglecting myself and my own life, living to make other people happy. I’m done doing that, now...
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Above all
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XygesMeMM8Y
A song that reflects a feeling I’ve been carrying the past few days. I wish I could put it down but feelings aren’t that easy.
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staring you in the face?
Sometimes Love can be the most amazing feeling, a great wonderful thing that is truly hard to find however Love isn’t always the answer to all problems and doesn’t mean nothing else matters. Love doesn’t always mean it’s going to bring you the friend you want, the family you want or the relationship. It can make you feel so high, so loved, and sometimes you wan’t to...
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Secret Language of Birthdays
So! There is this great book by Gary Goldschneider called the Secret language of Birthdays! It has every Birthday listed with a description! I’m so happy I got mine! Here it is!!
April 23rd -
Day of Adopted Security. Same birthday as William Shakespeare. You’re looking for the best place to bring out your skills/talents.. but not necessarily to work there. It’s more like a way...
Amazing!
HEY!
Its a bright, airy fresh amazing day and I can’t stop smiling! Life is great. Hope your feeling the same!!
All out!
Today I’m lacking serious energy and I’m drinking lots of green tea..Guess it’s just one of those days!! Thinking to retreat & get the new blackberry 9800 when it comes out. not sure in which order! Lets see, Enjoy your Sunday!
MMmm: Food Talk!
This weekend I discovered an amazing restaurant thats Wongs in Ranelagh, Dublin if your in the area I highly recommend you drop by!